Tired

Hiya!

Just telling people that I've been sad for too long and I was hurting other people by feeling like that. And so I say to my self: I'm friggin' tired to be sad or depressed or angry for no reason. I put my foot down and I decide to be happy by thinking about all of the happy things in my life. I have great friends on DA and in Canada. I have a good family who takes care of me. I have great music with me. I know how to play the piano and I love it. I FINALLY HAVE A PHONE PLAN ON MY NEW PHONE!!! I have a great boyfriend who's working hard to obtain her goals. I'll be going to University soon and I'll be entering a new life. All of this, I could be thinking while before I was thinking more about "What if people don't talk to me anymore. What if I'm too boring for them? I'm so far from my boyfriend.". And that made me feel so damn sad and depressed.

Now I decide to be happy because I want to be happy. Whatever life throws at me. I'll try my best to fight for my happiness and not give up easily! That monster I have drawn when I felt down. It has been given me so many negative thoughts. Now I want to beat that thing. (I'm working on a humorous comic about it. XDD) 

I'm not forcing myself to be happy. Sure I have things that I'm not happy of but I prefer to look on the brighter side. And so if I'm happy so then, I can try to help other people be happy. 

I WANNA BE HAPPUI!!!! ^o^

And share it with everyone. 

Karen (feel like a graduation speech.... OTL)