I'm back from my 4 weeks of suspension because I have done something terribly wrong...
I just want to say that during those 4 weeks, I felt really guilty and even fell into a deep depression. I want to say I'm deeply sorry to everyone, especially Allybunns who had amazingly changed. I shouldn't have said those death threats. The horrible part was that at that time, I actually meant it because I was furious and out of control. I could say I've well deserved my 4 weeks of suspension.
I'm sorry everyone... I'll present my apology to Allybunn as soon as I get to finish this journal... I'm deeply sorry... From now on, I'll be really kind and never let my anger control me.